Russian Roullette

[Brendan Synnott]

My life is like a game of russian roullete....

I can't concentrate on anything...

so just pull the trigger Jaime...

*hands gun*

[Jaime Huffman]

You have plenty of other beauties to chose from on this island

[Brendan Synnott]

So i met this shawty the otha day

I got her number called her up like what you doin she said nothin

I said whats good

She said not much

I said guess what?

She said whats up

I said i think we should hook up

She said uhh

I said what?

She said but

I said but? why you stuck?

She said f**k

I said who?

She said not you

I said then who?

She said you know

I know what?

You know who

I said i do?

She said you do

I said i do but i really dont because its you that i really want

and we can do what you really Want

girl we grown if he aint gone treat you right then i aint gone treat you wrong

And thats my word but she done heard so many lies she dont whats true or not,

shawty like a Vallet service i swear she been through alot but i put her car in park and never let her cry alone

I listen to her heart beat because it plays my favorite song

[Jaime Huffman]

That whole statement confuses me....

[Brendan Synnott]

*that was a gangster in me speaking*

but this comes from the bottom of my heart, which you stole

I see you, you're with him - he ain’t right but you don’t trip
You stand by, while he lies - then turn right 'round and forgive
I can’t take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do - I gotta stay true
'cause deep down I’m still a G

And I don’t wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

Girl I can’t help but wait
Til’ you get that with him, it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Til’ you see that wit me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Til’ you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

Listen, it ain’t fresh to just let him call the shots
You’re a queen, you should be, getting all that someone’s got
You should be rocking the latest in purses, bracelets, and watches, your worth
Much more than an occasional "I love you"
I’m thinking of you

[Jaime Huffman]

OMG!!! Are you trying to say Erik doesn't love me!?!

[Brendan Synnott]

No, Im saying I love you more then he ever will and much more. Im waiting for the day you realize that with me its not the same

I can't help but wait

[Jaime Huffman]

*sigh* I don't know what to do with you.

Please don't respond for me, or I may need to send you to the other island

[Brendan Synnott]

Do what you wish, just know, true love NEVER dies, send me to your "lover" Erik so he can torture me and kill me for even looking at you and admiring your beauty. I deserve it

[Brendan Synnott]

So... I got an alliance with Ian, Christa and Penner. I hope they stick to it, I was with Christa before and then brought up a possible alliance to Ian. He liked it and I Was nice enough to let him bring in whoever he wants and he said penner. Im cool with it, but i dont know, Penner scares me a bit right now. I also am with Penny, altho I have been warned of her many times (moreso the person who playes her, berriesberries aim sn, i dont know why, people seem to hate her, but shes not bad or anything. I mean all the games ive played with her, she hasnt done anything bad to me, so i dont know, maybe the other people just have issues with her? who knows

I do know that i feel bad about voting kim, id like to get to know her but ugh, this sucks. I want Melinda gone, she aint no fun and cant take a joke, get your crusty ass outta here please, some people wanna have fun ya know. sheesh. Anywho, I hope im safe cause ya never know so yea, lol.

[Brendan Synnott]

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

[Brendan Synnott]

WHAT THE FUCK
FUCK YOU MELINDA YOU HOEBAG

I knew i hated her for a reason, shes a bitch tryna get me voted out fuck you tramp. If I dont go, then its your ugly ass getting the boot bitch, altho the chances are rare. Seriously, like wtf fuck you fuck you fuck you

and Jon, if what Penny told me is true... GO TO FUCKIN HELL BITCH, tell me how my ass tastes. If im still here tomorrow... you BEST start sucking up bitch or ima cut you

Hopefully my last minute shit worked, I talked with penny me and her voting melinda (aka cunt). I tried talkin to christa too and i dont get a good vibe but well my fate is in her hands, and im scared cause the vibes i get arent good

Ian, i hope you change your vote buddy I need it

Jaime... ill miss you