Don't Stop Believing...

[Melinda Hyder]

Episode I
"I'm so glad i found a true honest player"

Episode title, a quote from Jonathan talking about me and my apparently squeaky clean game [conversation up soon], guess he likes me already huh? I love how I'm having such an easy time being nice and honest and all that jazz. Pretty nice change from my usual type of game.

So, I have formed an alliance with Jonathan and apparently for that I'm also with Ian and Neleh... wait, when did I even agree to that? I'm suposed to be playig the role of the honest sweetheart player, but I never agreed face to face to an alliance with either of them which means that I don't really have one, just a deal which Jonathan managed so the liar is him not me

Jonathan is already sucking up to me like crazy, you have no idea what this man is doing. He is trying to play up the God-Father strategy which consists on making everyone think you are thier number one and they should trust you and talk to you and tell you their secrets so you can exploit them. Sadly for Jonathanfor the God-Father strategy to work you need to attatch yourself to people who are either dumb or naive, and I'm neither of them, just acting that way. So I have him on my radar.

I'm going to be a strategic player and very smart about it, I want to be able to make people think they are the ones making the plans while I just nod and smile while in reality I'm making them do what I want them to do. Jonathan seems to be going for the role of the leader of the tribe so I'm happy being his little side-kick for the time being, people might think I'll be riding coat-tails but they will be surprised to find out otherwise. This will be fun, that's for sure.

Wish me luck

[Jaime Huffman]

Good Luckkkkkk!!!

[Melinda Hyder]

Episode II
"You are so not getting laid"

So apparently we lost once again... this is depressing, I thought we had won and one little mistake sends us back to Tribal Council and the two possible targets are either Penny or Brendan. Both are pretty bad at challenges, but Brendan is a little more social and in turn incredibly annoying. Personally I would much rather see Brendan go home [answering your question Jaime] because I can't stand him and I have the feeling he has a lot of alliances while Penny has no one, Brendan is clearly alligned to Christa and seems to have something with Ian, which worries me because next week if we lose again and we voted out Penny, Ian could side with them and me and Jon would be screwed.

I need to talk to Jonathan and run by him my suspicions, I'm pretty sure it would work and Brendan will go home because he is the type of person who likes control and when his control gets threatened then he does everything possible to change it around. Which is exactly what I want to happen, as long as he thinks of me as some sort of little scared puppy I'm golden because he would be the main target and I an manipulate the whole scenario from behind the courtine [sp?].

I think I'm in a really good position in the tribe, I know I am seen as one of the stronger members competition wise and I get along with everyone I talk to so I don't see myself being targetted anytime soon. So far, so good. Now if Brendan goes home this week, I would be in probaly the best position in the tribe.

[Melinda Hyder]

Episode IV
"Looks to me like your living in a fantasy world"

Episode title is a quote from Brendan talking to Adam about his delusionalness. I HATE Adam, he is such an annoying little twat, like seriously, what the hell is wrong with the people in this game who are horny 24/7? Seriously, it's fine some flirting, a couple of sex jokes but when it's constant it just makes me think everyone here is sexually frustrated or are fat and ugly people who have not got the faintest chance of getting laid because they are ugly as all living fuck.

Anyways, back to the game, I'm starting to get really nervous because Kelly is getting me all paranoid about fucking Jonathan saying I can't trust him and bla bla bla, she wants me to do her dirty work but hell no I'm not gonna do it, I mean are you kidding me? If you don't like Jonathan then that's your problem, I'm not gonna take him out because you want me to, I am not playing that way nor do I intend to be your little slave like I know you expect me to be. Games and personal life have to be separated, sorry.

Brendan has also been talking a lot to me, um, weird much? I don't like him in this game and I don't want to talk with him in this game, in my book his ass is grass next time we lose, would it happen? I don't know, but it's either me or him and I'm certain of this, I'm jsut hoping Ian and Jonathan choose me over him which I don't think will be a problem. They both seem to have a good connection with me and Brendan IS annoying, not only that but he is deffinitively a bigger threat so I doubt they'll want to keep him around.

I just hope I won my round because I need it. I need to proove to my tribe I am a good contribution, even though I did guess a lot of last challenge I doubt they even consider me valuable right now because I'm flying a little UTR which I hate, but I know it's what I have to do if I want to make it further, I need to control my incredibly bitchy personality. I really really do.

[Jaime Huffman]

'if I want to make it further, I need to control my incredibly bitchy personality. I really really do.'

LOL, I love it!